So after my last blog everything seemed like it was getting better my dad was feeling better and I got to go see Nathan. He was so fun to be around again and to talk to. I got to meet all the people that he works with and they were really fun. One of them looked like Robin Williams, which was kind of funny. But anyway there is a picture of Nathan and his girlfriend Gena in my photos.

So last night I went to the movies with a friend from Camp Barnabas, we saw "Reign Over Me". It was a pretty good movie, but anyway it was about a man losing his family during 9/11, so I don't want to give the whole movie away so I'm not going to tell you anymore about it.

After the movie I get a phone call from my friend back in high school, we were talking about some stuff and she told me that her mom found out that my best friend growing up is back in town and I got really excited cause I haven't seen him in almost two years. But then she kept talking and told me that the reason why he's back in town is because his dad had passed away. Now you see this friend, doesn't really come from a good home. His whole family was into drugs, and he himself fell down that path. I don't really know if I'm sad about his dad passing away. I am sadder that my friend doesn't have a family.

I feel that I have failed as a friend. To where because of me he is the way he is. Now, I know that isn't true, but its only human to feel that way. So tomorrow when I get out of bed I am going to find my friend. I have no clue how I'm going to do this, but I feel that I must try and that is what I'll do.